Tuesday, December 23, 2014

The Maturation of the Vipress

Happy Tuesday, Everybody!

I know that I’m only twenty years old, but in this year alone, I’ve learned that sometimes you can lose interest in something that you love, especially when you’ve taken a rather lengthy hiatus. However, if you still have the passion that lies within you, then you will find some kinda way to rekindle that fire and get back up on that horse. In my case, I haven’t written a blog post in so long that I’ve almost forgotten how to write one… hahaha! However, I love telling you all about my adventures as a college student, and I also love posting blog updates.

With that said, let’s get on down with today’s blog post.

I just realized that it has officially been well over a year that my heart was broken by someone who claimed that they really loved me. This person was a fellow high school graduate, and he swore up and down that he wanted to be with me; he said that there was no one else in the world who could compare to me. Well, that all changed when, on December 20, 2013, he admitted that he had fallen in love with another woman. Now, I will give this fella credit—at least he didn’t lie about it. He’s was very honest with me, and while it really hurt me, in hindsight I do appreciate that he thought enough of me to tell me the ugly ass truth.

I was just sitting up here reading my blog post entitled “How Can I Ease The Pain?” Yes, that title was inspired by a song from one Lisa Fischer… and incidentally, my Uncle Ronnie loved him some Lisa Fischer, but that’s another story for another day. In any event, I remember when I asked the question of “why.” I questioned why I felt so sad, so disappointed, so heartbroken. I remember even feeling jealous of my mom and dad, my aunts and uncles, and even my Gramma Jewel (she and Mr. Hawkins have been dating for almost two years now). But I remember a conversation that my dad had with me. I still remember his soft, comforting words:

“Honey Bee, I want you to know that there is a guy out there looking for a sweetheart like you, but until he shows up, I’m keeping the keys to your heart.”

Here it is, just a little over a year since that ugly incident, and I tell y’all: I FEEL FREAKIN’ FANTASTIC!!!

I can actually sit back and laugh on that incident now. Granted, I still wish that it never happened, but that’s just my human side cutting up. Like my dad said, the right man will come along when the time is right. Ray Hernandez was just a thing of the past, and this is his loss. And my Auntie Cherri said it best: “The time will come when that fella will look back and realize that he made the biggest mistake of his life by ditching a princess for a sleazy slimy slut!”

Yeah, my Auntie Cherri still don’t mince no words… hahaha!

But anyway, it’s so comforting to know that I am a young woman who knows my worth. I am smart, I am sexy, and I am spontaneous. There’s a man out there who is waiting for me, just so he can get down on one knee and ask me to be his wife and the mother of our children. Yes, I do believe that will happen someday, but I ain’t gonna settle for no trash (I am my Auntie Cherri’s niece, don’tcha know)!

Until tomorrow, y’all take care and be good.


Hugs & Kisses,
Natasha

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