And Then, This Jackass Returns!

Okay, y’all ain’t gonna believe this—I just bumped into from Ray Hernandez!

 

If y’all remember, Ray was the jackass that graduated from high school with me. He was the one who professed his love for me and gave me that bullshit about how there was no other girl who could capture his heart like me. And of course, like a dummy, I fell for his bullshit. We were an exclusive couple for most of 2013, and then later that year—around Christmas, to be exact—he played me for a fool and broke my heart.

And here it is, almost two years later, and I had the unfortunate luck of bumping into his dumb ass!

It happened this afternoon while I was at the mall, just chillin’ with Becky. We were in the food court laughing away, and I happened to hear somebody call my name. When I looked around to see who it was, I saw that dumb bastard with that stupid ass smug look on his stupid face. My whole attitude changed when I saw him, y’all—I immediately turned my back to him and kept talking to Becky. Well, Heaven help me if this jackass didn’t walk up to me and fix his stupid ass lips to say, “Hi, Natasha—it sure has been a minute.”

I ain’t lying, y’all—it was all I could do to keep from cussing his ass out right then and there. If it weren’t for the fact that I am a mature young woman, and also the fact that I was in public, I would’ve torn him a new one.

“Listen, Natasha, I understand that you’re still angry with me, and to be honest, I really don’t blame you,” he actually had the nerve to say.

I simply looked at Becky and told her that we needed to leave on account of I was feeling very uncomfortable.

Up until this afternoon, I actually had forgotten all about stupid ass Ray, and now all of a sudden, those feelings of anger and betrayal have returned and flooded my soul. I really should’ve slapped the hell out of him right then and there, but for some reason, I couldn’t.

Yes, I know what I said last year—how I was able to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and heal properly; how I managed to move on with my life and do what makes me happy; and how I had fully forgiven Ray, in spite of what he tried to do to me. Yet and still, I am pissed off all over again. I really feel like such a hypocrite.

I’m gonna need y’all to pray for me, because I’m very conflicted right now!